Friday, September 29, 2006 @ 4:47 PM
God, I'm scared.
I'm okay. I'm strong. But I'm scared.
I'm scared it might be true. I'm scared I'll break down. I'm scared I'll be fragile. I'm scared.
Keep me strong.
Let me be assured I'm save in Your arms.
I read up about it. It scares me. What if she really gets it? What if? How are we going to survive? The bills, bills and bills? What am I supposed to do? I want to do everything I wish I could, but I know somethings I just can't do. I'm scared. God, I'm so scared.
I know You're with me. Please be with me.
I still believe in You. I'll be strong.
I know You're always there for me.
